On Sunday, Aug. 4, 2013, more
than 1,000 other women, myself included, arrived to Oneida Shores in Brewerton,
N.Y., to become Iron Girls. This was the fifth annual Athleta Iron Girl
Syracuse Sprint Triathlon event to grace the region.
Three years ago, I took on a
challenge to become an Iron Girl for the first time. As a long-time runner, I
never thought I could complete a triathlon because I had very little experience
in both the swim and bike legs of a triathlon event.
No matter, I worked at becoming
sufficient in those two events while keeping my running base strong. While
practicing the transitions is necessary, there is no comparison to how that
part will go when it comes to the actual race day. I went into the 2011 IG race
with a little bit of fear and also a lot of excitement thanks to the support of
fellow female athletes. The same went for the 2012 race. I completed both with
a fire in my heart and fantastic experiences.
This year, I went to the line
with the same expectations and rightfully so! Every woman I saw prior to the
race was excited and ready to give me a hug and a “good luck” just as I did for
them. While you wait on the beach for your age group wave to go off, those
interactions with positive people is what keep you motivated and fired up for
the race ahead. Otherwise, you would most likely stand there and wonder, “What
did I get myself into?” And that is quite natural, but the kind words of
encouragement and last-minute hugs and high-fives really do make a difference.
And so the horn went off for the
25-29 age group on the shores of Oneida Lake this past Sunday and I took off in
water…
I had a rough beginning in the
water since another swimmer’s hand came over me and hit my goggles. She
immediately paused her stroke and apologized, which was very kind of her to do.
And the right thing to do, right?
I told her, “It’s OK, let’s keep
going!” My right eye was filled with water and I tried to figure out a way to
adjust it without pausing again. It turned out there wasn’t a feasible way of
doing this without slowing down so I let it be. I wear contacts so this was not
a great feeling and it was blurring my vision quite a bit. I guess this is part
of being an Iron Girl ― goopy lake water in the eye!
I came out of the water feeling
fairly strong and with a PR for this leg compared to my previous performances
in this race with a 13:26. My first transition took a little longer than
planned because I was struggling to peel my wet suit off. Again, it’s part of
being an Iron Girl. I got dried off and grabbed my bike in 2:49 and headed out
to begin the 18.6-mile course.
I was feeling good and averaging
about 19mph on the course while covering a few miles or so thus far. Then, came
the railroad tracks…
Thankfully, in all my sprint and
Olympic triathlon experiences I have never experienced a bike crash. More
importantly, I have never come across a fellow athlete who lacked consideration
for his or her fellow racers.
As I proceeded to cross the
tracks, as I have done in the last two years of this event, I noticed a racer
to my left who was coasting and braking (something you should not do on
railroad tracks) while also turning her front wheel toward me. I began
shouting, “Stop!” and “Watch out!” but she didn’t stop and kept heading toward
me. Her wheel went into my front rim and I knew what was coming.
In reality, it all happened so
fast, but I could see and feel myself flipping off my bike and bouncing on to
the railroad tracks and on to some nearby grass. I looked up only to see the crash-causing
racer continuing on her way… Never slowing down. Never looking back. And most certainly,
she didn’t stop or make an effort to ask if I was OK. Most importantly, the
word “sorry” was never mentioned.
Fortunately, I started to gather
my bearings to get back up and get back on the bike. I still had 16-some miles
to go and that was a daunting fact to fathom at that moment given my fall and
the pain I was feeling. While I was working on getting back into the race,
women coming to the tracks slowed down and gave me encouragement and actually expressed
care: “Are you OK?” and “You can do it!” were most common and one woman
actually came to a stop just past me and asked, “Do you need help?”
All these wonderful women helped
me realize that I could indeed finish and despite one person’s poor sportsmanship,
there were a thousand other supportive women who had the right mindset for this
race: Empower one another above all else.
With that, I got back up and kept
going. My lower back was hurting because of bruising and a cut and my arms were
banged up too. My neck hurt from falling on my back and then another concern
began. While I biked as best as I could while being shook up and in pain, my
timing chip on my left leg got really tight. I looked down to see that my left
ankle had begun to swell from the fall and it was noticeably bigger than my
right ankle.
I contemplated stopping
altogether after the crash and then considered it again after I realized my
ankle was in bad shape and started to hurt more with each push on the pedal.
I pushed forward and honestly,
much of it was anger toward the person that was out there racing with such
disregard for the racers around her. I kept hoping nothing like this would happen
to anyone else while she was still out there. I did not catch up to her on the
bike course, and despite my ankle injury, I knew I would catch her on the run.
I struggled to finish the bike
portion and came in at 1:04:49 and then took 1:13 in the second transition.
Now, came a true test, a 5K on
one good foot.
My ankle, along with the side of
my left leg throbbed with each foot strike and my arms ached with each swing.
The pounding on the pavement sent shocks to my lower back and my neck, which
were not faring well after the fall.
But once again, the encouragement
around me, from other racers, was motivating me to tough it out. I wouldn’t be
an Iron Girl if I didn’t at least try to finish at this point.
With this always being my
strongest leg of the race, I wanted to prove to myself that someone else’s rude
and inconsiderate actions would not bring me down or bring the empowering spirit
of the race down too.
I actually spotted the racer that
knocked me off my bike and I passed her with ease. I didn’t bump her or say
anything at this point because that would be wrong of me to ruin someone else’s
race for no good reason. I held true to my belief in good racing etiquette and
good sportsmanship.
I powered through the run and
complete the 5K course in 22:01. My run put me at the top of the field for my
age group and this time also placed me seventh overall for the running portion
of the race.
I completed the entire course in
1:44:18. It was not a PR from last year’s performance and it was not what I set
out to accomplish. Besides missing out on a PR, I missed out on a shot at
winning my age group ― a great possibility had the bike gone smoothly. But
since I’ll never know, that idea can only be categorized as a “hypothetical”
scenario.
I waited at the finish to see the
infamous racer. I waited until she had caught her breath and had been done for
a short while. I approached her and asked if someone crashed while she was on
the tracks. The look of fear was in her eyes. I knew she couldn't believe that
the person she sent falling had found her so long after it had happened. She
gave me very little reasons that made sense and also the most important part
was her disregard and the way she plainly did not care what happened.
A simple “sorry”
or genuine interest in the well-being of someone she knocked over would have
made a difference in this moment, but she chose to be set in her way of being
irresponsible and inconsiderate and having no sportsmanship whatsoever.
I shared this information with
officials, but also am sharing it with my blog readers so that you know how
much it means to be a responsible racer and a considerate one at that.
I would hate to think "there's always one in the bunch," but maybe there is.
The spirit of racing stays strong
and shines bright when everyone gets a shot at swimming, biking or running his
or her best. It’s unfortunate that this happened and I can only hope she will
learn a lesson and never act with such contempt when out on a race course
again.
I am disheartened by this
incident and even now as I type, I am still fuming over the “what ifs” and the
way someone could be so rude.
I am now focusing on a sprained
left tendon near my ankle with pain that is shooting up the side of my leg. I
have a marathon in November (Philly) and a BQ under my belt… The race(s) must go
on.
Until my next post, be beautiful and genuine ― in other words, be you.
Until my next post, be beautiful and genuine ― in other words, be you.
You are a better woman than I, but then again, this is precisely the reason that you are so well loved in this community and beyond. Keep your determination and love of the sport as well as the sportsmanship you possess and you will always come out on top in all ways. I'm so proud of YOU, the person, but most of all I want you to know how proud I am to call you my daughter!
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